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Saturday, August 31
A drink, a drink and a drink and a drink.
At home one is sleeping on the sofa, the other one relaxing (actually sleeping) on our bed.

Friday, August 30
xxxxxxx You see, for yesterday I've imposed censorship myself for what I wrote.
Actually, I don't feel at ease when I am dissing somebody. I really don't like it.

Thursday, August 29
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However, talk to me, when you don't like what I write.

Wednesday, August 28
As I mention relatives, friends, people, places and events by their proper names I ask them repeatedly and poignantly to intervene in case they feel offended. Those who are close to me know about me leading this blog; please talk to me when there is something that makes you uneasy. Those who are far and beyond reach in terms of hierarchy are supposed to climb down and confront me on an equal level. I am always willing to correct bias, distortion or falsification concerning past, present and future entries. Just talk or write to me directly. I can not consider any sort of allusions that are incomprehensible in terms of distinct proposition.

Friday, August 16
When they come home, it's always that she is tired and starts offending him. It should be that he would be impervious to her venom. But he hasn't found out an antitoxin by now. Anyway, for him the easiest way to avoid sustaining serious injuries - when he's got the chance - is to involve a third person to be the target.

To share your delight with others can be tricky here and then. Watch out that they don't become too jealous, expecially when you are very, very proud. People then watch you narrowly to take their part.

Thursday, August 15
I like those small lies you make just to please somebody. Instead of saying something that would reflect only well on me, myself and I - modify a fact in favour of the other, so a soothing athmosphere will be provided.

Monday, August 12
Everyday I repeat that one:
I don't have to search for the truth, since it comes to me by itself.

Saturday, August 10
In German speaking societies complaining is a habit (applicable particularly to elders) to express wealth and dominance. For example weather can never be right - it's either too hot or too cold, too windy or too sticky. Same to food, it never tastes delicious like at home. To make themselves feel good in this very moment of disappointment, powerlessness and condemnation to stay passive complaining is the only chance to sustain their own strength. In times of individualism and personal benefit people are probable to reveal their uneasiness about being forced to surrender their almightiness to lot and fight for their state of being even within inconspicious bagatelles.

Friday, August 9
If it takes the nut cases in the Republican Party to stop this proposed fool's errand in Syria, very well, let them do something useful for once.

Thursday, August 8
Too much suffering ain't good for nobody.

Wednesday, August 7
Pleonasm: She would stop at nothing to sell her own grandmother.

Tuesday, August 6
Irony is an assistant of arrogance that helps the latter to succeed in overcoming underlying authentic feelings.

Monday, August 5
Max Ernst Retrospective at Fondation Beyeler with my parents. Very nice.

Sunday, August 4
Back home in Basilea.
Thunderstorms and darkness.
Headache and sadness.
A lot of crying to wash out
all the venom I couldn't resist.